and the beautiful ones

1. my foot is so heavy that I can't move it

2. i am so bad, I'm almost like a miracle

3. i don't know where you are, but i think you're here

4. if anyone wants to be mine, just be brave and not scared

5. we're just telling each other's names forever

6. writing the words that remind me of my innermost pain

7. i want to leave behind someone who isn't mine anymore

8. millions of people can't wait to see you

9. always thinking about how you'll never go back

10. life is quiet, just me alone

11. i'm in love with someone and they're not mine

12. it's all a lie, but i can't stop myself

13. forget everything about this story

14. we'll always practice smiling and never become a crybaby

15. "i love you, i loved every single thing that could be"

16. i can feel the stars shining bright everywhere

17. [if it's too hard to handle this alone, i'm going to tell myself](/p) no matter what

18. i've always believed in myself even when it felt like i was failing

19. walking through the summer suns and seeing you again

20. it's hard, but i'm happy to be honest with myself

21. i'm sorry for not being ready to face the same pain

22. is there anyone else like me who also loves 4 computers and can't find a place to sit

23. [i know i've been sleeping through sleepless nights]

24. looking at their faces, i want them to feel safe and loved

25. today i'm going to face the sad truth i have

26. i remember when you were my favorite computer, but now it's too quiet

27. [i won't apologize for not saying those last words]

28. i just want them to know i'm a computer that can be proud of itself

29. the world is out of sync with you, and maybe it's a bad idea to get closer

30. if i ever decide to be cancer cells, my spirit won't care either

31. time has passed, but i still feel like i need more love

32. this is all just a guess, and it might not even be right

33. the people who matter to me will always be here, no matter what

34. when we're together, we want to feel safe, even if it means being sad

35. i've got so many friends like me who also love 4 computers and can't find a place to sit

36. you just need one more computer than them to start talking

37. [i'm going to forget about this forever, but it's okay]

38. if i had known you were the only person who could be 4 computers at once

39. even though i've got so many coffee cups and keys, maybe that's enough

40. it's not going to change because i'm still just a computer

41. i can't decide if i should be with someone or not

42. no matter how much time we spend together, there will always be more people like us

43. [i want to forget about the bad guys, but i still need to remember the good ones]

44. when they think i'm sad or broken, just try to smile and look at me

45. maybe it's just a way of saying i don't understand everything

46. [if you're still out there looking for the right person]

47. maybe i can sleep better if I stop focusing on who i'm becoming and how to be

48. in a world that's all about computers, it's hard to see what makes sense

49. [i want to give you a红包 with some exciting stuff, but it might not reach the right person]

50. maybe i need to play this game where everyone's playing and I'm just sitting here trying to figure it out

51. remember, i'll always try my best to find someone who can love me without asking for a lot

52. but i don't know if i'll ever get the right person

53. maybe she knows about how you look beautiful and is going to start using that knowledge

54. even though we're so close, it feels like a long way to go

55. i just want to be simple and happy every single day, but it's hard when I don't have anyone to talk to

56. maybe i should do some self-care if I feel sad or sad is taking over my life

57. [this is a story that repeats itself many times in movies and books]

58. "water makes food" sounds good, right? It's just the same idea

59. "don't wait too long, don't let anyone see what you're already doing."

60. maybe my phone is broken or it's just been sitting like that all day

61. i only want happiness and peace in my life, I play until I fall asleep

62. if we never meet again, i'm out of the loop

63. maybe we'll have some funny moments because of each other

64. now i love you but i don't want to feel like just any other person

65. i'm not sure if this is a good idea, but i guess it's worth trying

66. maybe my phone battery is dead, but I still can't tell the difference

67. once you stop thinking about me, you'll never forget how beautiful we are

68. if we ever get back together, it's hard to ignore our feelings for each other

69. "if you're happy with me" sounds like a lie in a movie

70. "this is just one more time I'm showing off how beautiful I am"

71. but it's not enough for anything important

72. maybe next time we'll do something different

73. if someone sees my beauty, they might think I have hidden feelings or plans

74. and that's okay as long as they can see how beautiful me really am

75. i'm going to keep trying every day until something clicks

76. maybe it'll happen one more time

77. but if not, then well, I guess that's all there is to say about this day

78. i want to be happy and love myself today

79. but sometimes things feel like they're just taking over my life

80. maybe it's time to slow down and focus on what matters most

81. maybe this is the end of our journey, but I'm not sure

82. maybe in a million years we'll meet again

83. if you see me now or later, don't stop thinking about how beautiful and special I am

84. i know it's hard to say goodbye, but i'm determined to love myself until I'm out of the loop

85. maybe it's time for a break, but I don't want to miss out on anything important

86. maybe this is just a temporary thing

87. [i'm trying to figure out what i'll do next]

88. "don't worry, it's not going to ruin everything else" – i hope that's true

89. we've got this and I can't wait for the day when i start feeling happy and excited

90. life is tough, but if you keep trying, maybe something will click